My excitement/nervousness about being pregnant is now sadness and grief. I know in my head that there are reasons why it happened. But reconciling that with my heart isn’t easy. And I also know that all will be okay in the end. Right now, all I want is to drown myself in comfort food and drink. I wish that through all of this I wouldn’t revert to the old habits. I’ll drown myself in my family’s arms instead. Hopefully soon, I’ll be back in blogland. Thank you for allowing me to share with you – such an amazing group... This is a blessing as my family and closest friends don’t know (and maybe won’t)... So I may reference the “PS” just a tad but I won’t be blogging about it.