Tuesday, November 9, 2010

P.S. I Miscarried

My excitement/nervousness about being pregnant is now sadness and grief.   I know in my head that there are reasons why it happened.  But reconciling that with my heart isn’t easy.  And I also know that all will be okay in the end.  Right now, all I want is to drown myself in comfort food and drink.  I wish that through all of this I wouldn’t revert to the old habits.  I’ll drown myself in my family’s arms instead.  Hopefully soon, I’ll be back in blogland.  Thank you for allowing me to share with you – such an amazing group...  This is a blessing as my family and closest friends don’t know (and maybe won’t)...  So I may reference the “PS” just a tad but I won’t be blogging about it.

22 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry for you loss. I'll be thinking about you as you work on healing.

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  2. I am so sorry!!!! :( What a heartbreak. Stay strong though- you will get through this. There is a rainbow at the end of the storm- always remember that.

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  3. I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers and thoughts. I know nothing anyone can say can make it better, but you have a lot of people in blog land that are hoping that you can get some peace and solace during this terrible time.

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  4. I am so sorry. You are in my thoughts.

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  5. I'm sorry :'( All is not always understood *HUGS*

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  6. I'm so sorry for your loss. ((HUGS))

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  7. I am praying that you will eventually find peace and will use your family to give you the comfort and love that you need.

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  8. I am so sorry! I know how you feel...please let your self grieve and don't feel guilty about it. I can say that it does get better with time but there is never a day that goes by that I don't think about it. However what my 2 have pushed me to do is try and make myself as healthy as possible. If you need anything at all please get in touch with me! If anything just to listen!

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  9. I am so sorry for your loss. There really isn't anything I can say that will make you feel better, but I am happy that you have a place that you can openly grieve without going outside your comfort by revealing yourself. Prayers are with you.

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  10. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my first baby on December 13th, 2004. It gets easier, but the pain never completely goes away.

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  11. So so sorry. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

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  12. So sorry to hear that. I hope you're okay.

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  13. I am so, so sorry for your lost. I lost a baby 6 years ago and just know that it does get easier, it never leaves, but does get easier. Know also that it is OKAY to grieve this loss. Stay strong and if you want or need to talk with someone that has been through this tough time please e-mail me! My thoughts and prayers are with you!

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  14. I am soooo sorry for your loss. We are here to listen and offer support anytime.

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  15. :( I know your pain and loss and am thinking of you at this sad time.

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  16. sorry to hear this hang in there!

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  17. I am so sorry for your loss. You are not alone; I had two miscarriages and now I have two wonderful kids. Nothing takes away the loss, but time does soften the blow.

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