Real. Anonymous. Blog. Confessions.
Hopefully the attention was worth it. In the long run things like this can haunt you. :(
Being loved is different from being wanted. I hope you find what you are after.
You can get attention by flirting. You don't have to cheat to get the attention. I understand how it can happen, but obviously you know it wasn't the right thing to do. Try to work on your relationship with your boyfriend and getting him to show you how much he wants you.
One moment of want can equal of lifetime of regret. Be careful what you sow now as what you reep later can be horrific.